amyb Diary					Wednesday 19, November 2008
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Thanks, Robinamy 11/16/04 THE MISADVENTURES OF AMYB by amyb Age: 56  Sex: F 927 Entries # Entry Date 1 Killing Time 13/08/2008 09:16 GMT-4 2 HAPPY FATTY DAY 28/07/2008 10:12 GMT-4 3 RingWormRapUp Sun Eve and Monday Morning Materna 07/07/2008 11:24 GMT-4 4 Picture Time At the Ringworm Coral 05/07/2008 09:59 GMT-4 5 Ring Worms and ramblings from last night 7/2/08 03/07/2008 10:20 GMT-4 6 Ringworm Wars 01/07/2008 11:44 GMT-4 7 Meet Cosmo Top-purr 20/05/2008 09:31 GMT-4 8 Little Deuce Coupurr 13/05/2008 04:16 GMT-4 9 All Through The Night- Poem 051008 10/05/2008 06:45 GMT-4 10 GRAY CAT 09/05/2008 09:21 GMT-4 11 Over Something 06/05/2008 09:44 GMT-4 12 Seder 2008 -part 2 20/04/2008 08:57 GMT-4 13 The Good News Is..... 17/04/2008 08:45 GMT-4 14 Purr-C C-Note Bass Is Home 14/04/2008 08:52 GMT-4 15 Purr-C's Light 09-28-07 to 03-28-08 04/04/2008 09:52 GMT-4 16 Baseball Annie 17/03/2008 11:11 GMT-4 17 N/A 17/03/2008 10:57 GMT-4 18 Maynard The Maine Coon 17/03/2008 10:54 GMT-4 19 More Zazzle 07/03/2008 06:37 GMT-4 20 PURR-C C-NOTE BASS & THE BIG GIRL 04/03/2008 10:47 GMT-4 21 My boots 25/02/2008 10:20 GMT-4 22 VOTE FOR HILLARY 25/02/2008 03:54 GMT-4 23 Observations In Poetry 23/02/2008 09:14 GMT-4 24 Two Sides Poem 19/02/2008 07:09 GMT-4 25 The Departed- Poem 29/01/2008 10:21 GMT-4 26 Balloons - Poem 012108 24/01/2008 09:34 GMT-4 27 Fatty Grooms the Big Girl 14/01/2008 08:34 GMT-4 28 SUGAR BLUES 08/01/2008 08:02 GMT-4 29 Where To Go From Here 04/01/2008 07:21 GMT-4 30 Short Story Search 04/01/2008 07:07 GMT-4 31 One More Pic 30/12/2007 08:55 GMT-4 32 Before It's 2008 30/12/2007 08:45 GMT-4 33 Thanksgiving Kiss 25/11/2007 09:12 GMT-4 34 The Fat Man 08/11/2007 11:15 GMT-4 35 Finicky Cats 06/11/2007 09:08 GMT-4 36 Keep On Keeping On 10/10/2007 07:52 GMT-4 37 Training Day 22/08/2007 10:45 GMT-4 38 FATTY IS HERE 31/07/2007 09:05 GMT-4 39 ARROGANCE 25/07/2007 12:08 GMT-4 40 Everybody's Talking 24/07/2007 08:40 GMT-4 41 Not Listening 16/07/2007 05:14 GMT-4 42 Another One Dead. 13/07/2007 02:43 GMT-4 43 Museum Fatigue? MDD Fatigue 10/07/2007 07:32 GMT-4 44 Yankee Doodle Cat 04/07/2007 03:24 GMT-4 45 I'm Not Complaining...but 21/06/2007 11:04 GMT-4 46 Not going anywhere 17/06/2007 12:48 GMT-4 47 cats 15/06/2007 03:31 GMT-4 48 ALL THAT JAZZ 04/06/2007 11:33 GMT-4 49 For Wisdom Warrior 25/05/2007 03:52 GMT-4 50 JAZZPURR AGAIN 24/05/2007 06:29 GMT-4 51 JAZZPURR 23/05/2007 10:21 GMT-4 52 Poem 09/05/2007 11:31 GMT-4 53 When You Are AwakePoem 01/05/2007 12:19 GMT-4 54 To the gym 01/05/2007 08:09 GMT-4 55 The Man I Call 26/04/2007 10:57 GMT-4 56 8:57 - 8:58.... 11/04/2007 08:47 GMT-4 57 Lost or stolen 05/04/2007 07:16 GMT-4 58 Lonely Girl 26/03/2007 12:13 GMT-4 59 What Is Death Poem 032207 22/03/2007 05:40 GMT-4 60 MEG (revised) 21/03/2007 03:18 GMT-4 61 Where am I???? 19/03/2007 07:38 GMT-4 62 A little past the Ides of march 16/03/2007 07:27 GMT-4 63 The Moon and The Sun Poem 09/03/2007 08:00 GMT-4 64 To Do It Over 030407 04/03/2007 10:12 GMT-4 65 Confrontations Poem 02/03/2007 12:50 GMT-4 66 American Idol Poem 24/02/2007 11:18 GMT-4 67 N/A 24/02/2007 09:59 GMT-4 68 Happy Valentine Day 14/02/2007 02:29 GMT-4 69 The Secret - My Reality Poem 13/02/2007 11:31 GMT-4 70 How Much Longer Poem 09/02/2007 12:32 GMT-4 71 In An Instant Poem 07/02/2007 12:30 GMT-4 72 Last Nights Fight Poem 02/02/2007 02:46 GMT-4 73 Unconditional Poem 25/01/2007 06:59 GMT-4 74 zwinky? 17/01/2007 10:25 GMT-4 75 Mid Jan Update 17/01/2007 09:12 GMT-4 76 Miss Communication Poem 10/01/2007 09:22 GMT-4 77 So I am... 09/01/2007 10:20 GMT-4 78 All is well 06/01/2007 05:19 GMT-4 79 Binge Drinking 05/01/2007 05:19 GMT-4 80 Me and T 29/12/2006 06:51 GMT-4 81 Back To Work 27/12/2006 06:20 GMT-4 82 Christmas Present- almost 22/12/2006 07:36 GMT-4 83 On line at the shrink 21/12/2006 11:18 GMT-4 84 Breakfast In Bed Poem 18/12/2006 05:49 GMT-4 85 10 day tillll................................ 16/12/2006 09:11 GMT-4 86 When is a comment Inappropriate? 15/12/2006 05:57 GMT-4 87 Short Hills 12/12/2006 05:54 GMT-4 88 It's A Sad Day 08/12/2006 08:11 GMT-4 89 Just cause I'm working on Friday night... 08/12/2006 08:02 GMT-4 90 Prayer and Meditation Poem 26/11/2006 09:46 GMT-4 91 Self Pity Abandoned Poem 21/11/2006 08:32 GMT-4 92 The Lurch 20/11/2006 09:06 GMT-4 93 Class Act 19/11/2006 08:58 GMT-4 94 Like A Deer In Headlights 18/11/2006 10:22 GMT-4 95 What's The Use Poem 18/11/2006 10:16 GMT-4 96 From The Hip Poem 17/11/2006 08:54 GMT-4 97 The War Is Always With Me 07/11/2006 02:31 GMT-4 98 The Breeze & The Blaze 05/11/2006 01:55 GMT-4 99 In The Morning Poem 11 03 06 03/11/2006 09:20 GMT-4 100 IOU 02/11/2006 05:55 GMT-4 101 My All Time Favorite Imagery Song 29/10/2006 10:35 GMT-4 102 NA Meeting Poem 29/10/2006 02:28 GMT-4 103 I OWE YOU NOTHING 27/10/2006 09:00 GMT-4 104 Mimi Le Duc Etc 21/10/2006 10:06 GMT-4 105 A little bit before my birthday 11/10/2006 10:17 GMT-4 106 A Moment Poem 09/10/2006 10:40 GMT-4 107 Living Well..... 06/10/2006 09:22 GMT-4 108 Yankees 06/10/2006 08:42 GMT-4 109 SWRRR 03/10/2006 11:04 GMT-4 110 Risky Biz 02/10/2006 05:22 GMT-4 111 One Of Those Days 26/09/2006 07:28 GMT-4 112 Wachington Dc on a Mac 22/09/2006 11:57 GMT-4 113 N/A 06/09/2006 12:57 GMT-4 114 The Muse Revisted 04/09/2006 04:25 GMT-4 115 N/A 04/09/2006 04:25 GMT-4 116 Rained On 27/08/2006 01:37 GMT-4 117 Free...Yes I am 25/08/2006 12:09 GMT-4 118 Let Go 21/08/2006 08:36 GMT-4 119 Over Active 16/08/2006 01:41 GMT-4 120 ok - HOW TO MAKE IT BIGGER 10/08/2006 11:21 GMT-4 121 Along with this diary 17/07/2006 04:23 GMT-4 122 Travels with Dufus 15/07/2006 01:06 GMT-4 123 Ok it's getting scary 11/07/2006 10:26 GMT-4 124 Weeding through things 10/07/2006 09:54 GMT-4 125 what is wrong with my picture link? 08/07/2006 10:53 GMT-4 126 I screwed this up 08/07/2006 10:49 GMT-4 127 Dry Drunks 05/07/2006 09:42 GMT-4 128 July third 03/07/2006 09:13 GMT-4 129 Story Parts- edited got rid of the ??? 25/06/2006 10:44 GMT-4 130 Father's Day In Review 20/06/2006 07:22 GMT-4 131 N/A 17/06/2006 09:14 GMT-4 132 N/A 15/06/2006 09:33 GMT-4 133 ok...LETS SEE IF IT'S RIGHT 11/06/2006 08:24 GMT-4 134 Evil Theme Poem 07/06/2006 07:47 GMT-4 135 OK -I stopped counting 06/06/2006 02:09 GMT-4 136 Went to A Meeting 04/06/2006 09:21 GMT-4 137 Rainy Day Blues 04/06/2006 01:37 GMT-4 138 Two Days To T-Bone 31/05/2006 10:12 GMT-4 139 Strange 28/05/2006 10:05 GMT-4 140 What Tempo Captain? 27/05/2006 08:18 GMT-4 141 Response To Senseless Loss 26/05/2006 06:18 GMT-4 142 OK.....Here's the scoop 25/05/2006 08:09 GMT-4 143 The Rain Is Gone 22/05/2006 11:58 GMT-4 144 Just Like The Old Days Poem 16/05/2006 05:41 GMT-4 145 Rough Week 16/05/2006 05:33 GMT-4 146 Purely Promotional 11/05/2006 10:16 GMT-4 147 In Exile 10/05/2006 08:45 GMT-4 148 Reality 09/05/2006 10:45 GMT-4 149 My Last Entry 08/05/2006 09:39 GMT-4 150 A real entry 06/05/2006 09:40 GMT-4 151 I need...to.... 03/05/2006 09:38 GMT-4 152 Off on Sunday 29/04/2006 10:32 GMT-4 153 Off on Sunday 29/04/2006 10:32 GMT-4 154 Soprano Sunday 24/04/2006 06:54 GMT-4 155 This was the star of my Passover Play 17/04/2006 08:38 GMT-4 156 N/A 17/04/2006 04:32 GMT-4 157 Aint' it the truth 17/04/2006 04:32 GMT-4 158 A 32 year old 14/04/2006 12:57 GMT-4 159 I have to change 01/04/2006 11:00 GMT-4 160 No body 27/03/2006 10:08 GMT-4 161 What 27/03/2006 09:05 GMT-4 162 N/A 25/03/2006 10:29 GMT-4 163 It Figures 25/03/2006 10:23 GMT-4 164 Garden of Eden Poem 25/03/2006 10:01 GMT-4 165 Soprano Sunday 12/03/2006 03:26 GMT-4 166 Dark To Light 23/02/2006 09:51 GMT-4 167 ButterCup_Patches 19/02/2006 12:22 GMT-4 168 Sara 18/02/2006 12:28 GMT-4 169 Buttercup_Patches 17/02/2006 12:16 GMT-4 170 Top Poet of The Month 07/02/2006 07:49 GMT-4 171 Round Two Poem 30/01/2006 11:54 GMT-4 172 Step Daughter's Lament 29/01/2006 12:45 GMT-4 173 Round One Poem and a Paul Simon Song. 29/01/2006 12:05 GMT-4 174 The Towing 20/01/2006 07:53 GMT-4 175 NYC Commute Poem 01-20-06 20/01/2006 06:04 GMT-4 176 The highlight of my day 18/01/2006 11:42 GMT-4 177 Problem solved 08/01/2006 10:03 GMT-4 178 Smacking into Reality 04/01/2006 08:45 GMT-4 179 Stalling... 03/01/2006 08:52 GMT-4 180 Happy New Year 31/12/2005 10:14 GMT-4 181 My Mother's beach House 31/12/2005 08:55 GMT-4 182 Mass Transit and Macy's 25/12/2005 11:28 GMT-4 183 Mixed Metaphors At Macy's 14/12/2005 11:26 GMT-4 184 N/A 13/12/2005 12:24 GMT-4 185 N/A 13/12/2005 12:24 GMT-4 186 Marooned At Macy's 10/12/2005 09:05 GMT-4 187 IMAGINE 08/12/2005 10:14 GMT-4 188 I Want Sex 05/12/2005 11:47 GMT-4 189 Suicide Poem 04/12/2005 11:15 GMT-4 190 Suicide Poem 04/12/2005 11:15 GMT-4 191 Dinner Poem 04/12/2005 02:42 GMT-4 192 Answers and Questions 02/12/2005 10:26 GMT-4 193 Ben's Birthday 14/11/2005 10:04 GMT-4 194 Marines...Macy's...Menopause... 01/11/2005 11:16 GMT-4 195 My new job 23/10/2005 10:45 GMT-4 196 One person's Comment is another ones 17/10/2005 09:29 GMT-4 197 Menapause at Macy's 16/10/2005 10:31 GMT-4 198 At Ben's at an undisclosed location 15/10/2005 02:36 GMT-4 199 Wide Awake 11/10/2005 06:24 GMT-4 200 SHA NA TOVAH 06/10/2005 12:05 GMT-4 201 CHRONIC FATIGUE SYNDROME 20/09/2005 01:36 GMT-4 202 All Is Well 18/09/2005 01:04 GMT-4 203 All Is Well 18/09/2005 01:04 GMT-4 204 i am going stir crazy... 06/09/2005 06:59 GMT-4 205 LABOR DAY SALE 05 05/09/2005 09:33 GMT-4 206 Company Girl 03/09/2005 11:22 GMT-4 207 The Worlds Most F mous Department 29/08/2005 02:46 GMT-4 208 adjustments 28/08/2005 09:09 GMT-4 209 Ice Cream 20/08/2005 09:56 GMT-4 210 The Universe 18/08/2005 10:42 GMT-4 211 Cell phones 17/08/2005 11:10 GMT-4 212 Change is Good 16/08/2005 08:49 GMT-4 213 So Far Apart 08/08/2005 12:14 GMT-4 214 about who 02/08/2005 08:27 GMT-4 215 Last Two Days 29/07/2005 10:07 GMT-4 216 Bicycle built for two... 26/07/2005 09:00 GMT-4 217 Changes 22/07/2005 08:55 GMT-4 218 SUNDAY EVENING 10/07/2005 10:45 GMT-4 219 July 4th 04/07/2005 09:28 GMT-4 220 pic me 17/06/2005 06:33 GMT-4 221 MY NAME 15/06/2005 12:26 GMT-4 222 MY NAME 15/06/2005 12:26 GMT-4 223 long week long story short 06/06/2005 02:42 GMT-4 224 This Is A 22/05/2005 08:01 GMT-4 225 Forgive and Forget? 19/05/2005 10:51 GMT-4 226 Nervous Energy 18/05/2005 08:24 GMT-4 227 openings and closings 15/05/2005 02:17 GMT-4 228 Creating A Monster 09/05/2005 10:37 GMT-4 229 Hugs?? 07/05/2005 10:09 GMT-4 230 Callow.. 06/05/2005 10:04 GMT-4 231 Transitions 05/05/2005 09:19 GMT-4 232 hooking Up 02/05/2005 12:21 GMT-4 233 How I Spent My Vacation 30/04/2005 10:42 GMT-4 234 The Giver 30/04/2005 09:23 GMT-4 235 Ok ...I'll Steal this 20/04/2005 11:56 GMT-4 236 Closer to You 20/04/2005 11:41 GMT-4 237 updating 20/04/2005 08:11 GMT-4 238 Its so late 16/04/2005 11:52 GMT-4 239 Chicken Ravioli 10/04/2005 10:31 GMT-4 240 Reviewing The Situation 10/04/2005 07:14 GMT-4 241 Saying Something 06/04/2005 08:49 GMT-4 242 lose an hour Gain Perspective 04/04/2005 12:07 GMT-4 243 Better Spirits and Priorities 01/04/2005 09:22 GMT-4 244 Expletive Deleted 30/03/2005 01:50 GMT-4 245 People Are Human 27/03/2005 10:30 GMT-4 246 Resurection 27/03/2005 04:12 GMT-4 247 Ramblings - The Sober Years 25/03/2005 08:23 GMT-4 248 Rambling Part 4 24/03/2005 07:59 GMT-4 249 Rambling Part 5 and an explanation 24/03/2005 02:30 GMT-4 250 Ramblings Part 3 23/03/2005 11:42 GMT-4 251 Start on page 672 Ramblings continued 23/03/2005 10:55 GMT-4 252 Ramblings Of A Sober Woman...part 1 23/03/2005 10:43 GMT-4 253 Ramblings Of A Sober Woman 22/03/2005 10:28 GMT-4 254 Raised on Robbery 20/03/2005 02:52 GMT-4 255 fOR....Apathyman ... 17/03/2005 09:57 GMT-4 256 Trouble Posting 17/03/2005 07:07 GMT-4 257 TERMINAL UNIQUENESS 17/03/2005 02:19 GMT-4 258 Inner Child 10/03/2005 12:06 GMT-4 259 Classified Information 08/03/2005 06:16 GMT-4 260 An oldie but.. 07/03/2005 10:09 GMT-4 261 Mental HEALTH NIGHT 05/03/2005 09:35 GMT-4 262 UP AGAINST THE WALL 04/03/2005 12:05 GMT-4 263 Catching Up.....Timing Is Everything 26/02/2005 11:09 GMT-4 264 Worlds Apart Collide- revisted 22/02/2005 12:03 GMT-4 265 Calling My Name 21/02/2005 07:18 GMT-4 266 And now for something entirely different 20/02/2005 04:21 GMT-4 267 He speaks 17/02/2005 10:36 GMT-4 268 Belated Valentines 17/02/2005 02:07 GMT-4 269 Coming to terms 15/02/2005 07:27 GMT-4 270 I'm late I'm late for a very... 14/02/2005 02:06 GMT-4 271 This is it.... 12/02/2005 10:24 GMT-4 272 Improvements 11/02/2005 11:43 GMT-4 273 NOTHING 10/02/2005 12:24 GMT-4 274 NUMBER 9 2005 09/02/2005 10:31 GMT-4 275 A Club that would have me a member? 07/02/2005 08:19 GMT-4 276 SIR PAUL 06/02/2005 08:47 GMT-4 277 Bedside Manner 06/02/2005 04:07 GMT-4 278 My Brother is so cool 04/02/2005 09:22 GMT-4 279 Ben's Doing Okay 03/02/2005 09:52 GMT-4 280 Thursday Morning Poetry 03/02/2005 07:43 GMT-4 281 BEN! 02/02/2005 10:00 GMT-4 282 Ben calls it Part 1 01/02/2005 11:02 GMT-4 283 SEMI PRIVATE 28/01/2005 04:25 GMT-4 284 Midweek Poetry Jam 27/01/2005 09:41 GMT-4 285 ON THE GO 26/01/2005 11:03 GMT-4 286 Ok..time to lighten Up 24/01/2005 10:09 GMT-4 287 SnowBound 24/01/2005 08:53 GMT-4 288 IT'S NOT GREY TO ME.... 24/01/2005 03:39 GMT-4 289 An awfully lot of men! 21/01/2005 10:13 GMT-4 290 That's No Lady...that's my..... 20/01/2005 03:23 GMT-4 291 Scratching The Surface.... 19/01/2005 04:52 GMT-4 292 THEIF!! I'm just A Theif!!! 18/01/2005 10:23 GMT-4 293 Locked Out Dream 011805 18/01/2005 09:32 GMT-4 294 DO I BELIEVE in.....Stealing from Cassidy? 17/01/2005 09:12 GMT-4 295 Hey Hot Chick GO PHUCK YOURSELF! 16/01/2005 08:24 GMT-4 296 EBAY BABY 13/01/2005 05:05 GMT-4 297 UPDATE 12/01/2005 10:50 GMT-4 298 AmyB is short for,,,, 11/01/2005 12:15 GMT-4 299 It's Not My Problem.... 09/01/2005 06:40 GMT-4 300 TOXIC SHOCK 08/01/2005 11:56 GMT-4 301 DOG EAT DOG!!! 07/01/2005 11:52 GMT-4 302 Possession Is 9/10ths Of the..... 07/01/2005 07:28 GMT-4 303 Movie Schmoovie- Back to Booty 06/01/2005 10:34 GMT-4 304 Booty Call??? 05/01/2005 08:51 GMT-4 305 Hit The Ground Running 03/01/2005 01:18 GMT-4 306 NEW DAY NEW YEAR 01/01/2005 01:40 GMT-4 307 HAPPY NEW YEAR 31/12/2004 04:53 GMT-4 308 Everything Old is New Again 30/12/2004 07:52 GMT-4 309 Christmas.... 28/12/2004 11:49 GMT-4 310 OK JONESEY 24/12/2004 02:04 GMT-4